I Shouldn’t Even Be Here
Spent some time not long ago
as someone I didn’t know
As someone who’d failed to live
and became a ghost
Spent a lot of my time
in a lot of pain
Didn’t remember you
was shelter from the rain
Didn’t remember
Your love could set me free
‘til I found myself
down on my knees
I shouldn’t even be here
I shouldn’t even be here no
I shouldn’t even be here
I shouldn’t even be here no, no, no
The questions in my mind
Where am I now?
Where’s the clerk who runs
the lost and found?
Am I still welcome?
Can I show my face?
Am I still worthy
of your love and grace?
Didn’t remember
Your love could set me free
‘til I found myself
down on my knees
I shouldn’t even be here
I shouldn’t even be here no
I shouldn’t even be here
I shouldn’t even be here no, no, no
I lost my sight
I need you to guide
me back to the light
before I lose my mind
I shouldn’t even be here
I shouldn’t even be here no
I shouldn’t even be here
I shouldn’t even be here no, no, no
Derek Crockett
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